“Cause that truth hurts, and those lies heal
And you can’t sleep thinking that he lies still
So you cry still, tears all in the pillow case
Big girls all get a little taste
Pushing me away so I give her space
Dealing with a heart that I didn’t break”—Drake
“None of us will become perfect in a day or a month or a year. We will not accomplish it in lifetime, but we can begin now, starting with our more obvious weaknesses and gradually converting them to strengths as we go forward with our lives. this quest may be a long one: in fact, it will be lifelong. It may be fraught with many mistakes, with falling down and getting back up again. And it will take much effort. But we must not sell ourselves short. We must make a little extra effort.”—Gordon B. Hinckley (via venebelle)
“Some people think love is the end of the road, and if you’re lucky enough to find it, you stay there. Other people say it just becomes a cliff you drive off, but most people who’ve been around awhile know it’s just a thing that changes day by day, and depending on how much you fight for it, you get it, or you hold on to it, or you lose it, but sometimes it’s never even there in the first place.”—Colum McCann (via divisus)
“Sometimes its easy to feel like youre the only one in the world who’s struggling, whos frustrated, or unsatisfied at barely getting by. But, that feeling is a lie and if you just hold on; just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find the way and make it all okay.”—Lucas Scott (via agirl-interrupted)
I have come to the conclusion that i’m very emotionally drained…
I care way too much about way too many things and just get upset when things dont go right. I need to teach myself not to care so much. its seriously fucking with my head. nothing is going to go as planned…EVER. I cant believe after 21 years I cant get that through my head. Not every day is going to be a good day. Yes, you can try and make the most of it but you dont have total control. Sometimes life kicks your ass to the passenger seat and says “hold on bitch its going to be a bumpy ride!”
I am taken for granted. Stepped on. People don’t realize the little things I do for them. People underestimate my intelligence every single day. I just have to breathe and let it pass. Its just another day. Another day that I have to get through and hope that tomorrow is better.
Smile like you mean it and only when you mean it. I have found that smiling through your sadness only rips your heart into shreds. Take care of yourself for once. Fuck everything else. YOU are the only person that will lookout for yourself. The world is a very selfish place so don’t spread yourself thin for anything.
I’m way too nice. I am spread so thin that there is no part of me left to give. All of my good qualities have been drained away into bitterness. Life has kicked my ass twice over. Its not fair. Some of it was my fault. Some of it was pure coincidence and horrible luck.
breathe. let it go. move on. live life the best way you know how.
Ok so here’s my quick tangent:
Today the most ADORABLE husky puppy came into my work and I wanted her SO BAD. I am always ranting on about how I want a puppy. But noone seems to understand. It’s this longing feeling that I should be cuddling up with a puppy every night. Im laying in bed typing this and feeling like theres something missing. It’s small and has soft cuddly fur. This would solve my loneliness I think. Therefore: SOMEONE GET ME A GODDAMN PUPPY BEFORE I LOSE IT. The End.
Feeling free when I’m with you
But knowing I’m not far away from home
Now what am I supposed to do,
when the answers all come out wrong
And I need something to help me sleep
When I know you’re not good for me
And I need something I can keep
From the empty space in between