Today was full of pure frustration. The more I systematically try and sort out my life, the more is seems to be in disarray. I want for once in my life to just feel content. I would love to feel as if I could just “sit back and relax” for a day or two. I don’t want to budget out every single cent I earn. Why can’t I just splurge once in a while and not lament. For one day i’d love to not let people get to me, or better yet go about my day and not deal with imbeciles. I wonder to myself how those people came to be how they are today. I truly sit there and try to justify their existence. There are just days like these when its not worth thinking about, when I couldn’t give two shits about those people. These days are days of pure frustration. I try with all my might to not let things get to me, but you see I’m a ticking time-bomb. I bottle up every ounce of rage I have until that unfortunate soul comes across my path and throws in the last straw to make-me-go-BOOM. I suppose it doesn’t help that everywhere I look I see wastefulness. I see so many people not even acknowledging what they have. People being whiny about petty things that aren’t even worth the time of my left pinky. Adults that I come in contact with need to grow up more than the kids I encounter that are half their age. People need to just grow up, open their eyes, and realize what life is. Life isn’t preying on peoples misery, drama, being on top. Just fucking live your life, enjoy it. Why does enjoying YOUR life mean making anyone else’s a living hell. They say ignorance is bliss… I say if you’re ignorant…crack open a fucking book and learn something. Life is full of things that are just waiting to be found; go out and find them. Chances are the more you learn the better life is going to be for everyone. [unless of course you choose to learn about philosophy…in which case you will be a desolate soul forever]
I just wish life was more straightforward… I’m sick of the twists and turns. I’m sick of the every other bad day. I’m sick of waiting for it to get better. I’m a twenty year old thats worn away into bitterness. What a sad world this is.
When Mad Cow Disease caused a slump in burger sales in 2005, several Japanese McDonald’s franchises enticed customers by replacing Ronald McDonald with a svelte female with shoulder-length red hair, a yellow dress, and red high-heeled shoes.